Sunday, February 19, 2017

I have questions about the universe and God... I am always asking questions because when I am learning I am evolving so I will ask questions.

Why is there opposition to everything? Balance..Balance...Balance..

I don’t know if God will have someone succeed to him, because if I have been God for a while, I may even feel like giving my seat to someone who deserves it because I feel everything evolves.  You can say that you didn’t evolve throughout the years from a fetus to an eldering man or woman when you say that there is no such thing as evolution.  I see evolution in everything.  Maybe the Bible is wrong or it has been misinterpreted because when words are written or spoken there are overlaps, there are contradictions and there are things that are left unsaid.  This whole universe cannot be said in a book.  There’s so much in this universe to be saying that there are only rules that is the bible.  That’s why there are preachers who preach the words or interrupt the words from the Bible so people can worship God or not even that he may be thinking he is preaching about the bible or about God.  I don’t know whom God is to be saying that I understand God, because maybe people don’t understand God.  But if I was sitting up there in Heaven for millions or billions of years, I do know that I will need to something or someone to succeed me because if something is going on a path to something and that there’s always something to learn, that God may even have a message saying he knows something that he didn’t know before. Does God know everything? Is the Universe God’s soul mate.  I could wrong that God is alone in his seat and God doesn’t have a soul mate. If you’re high up there and you have people worshiping you, won’t you feel lonely being at the top? I’ve been put up on a pedestal all of my life, and I can say that it is very lonely being up there. Why wouldn’t God feel lonely?  He has angels and disciples with him in heaven and people spreading his words or messages, but I wouldn’t want to be God because I feel that I would be lonely.  But I would not feel lonely if I am to learn about the universe and learning is something to live by everyday, every moment in life because it is passion to learn. Do you think God also learns about the universe as well, that he watching us from heaven and learning about us.  Why would anyone have observation of us, when they have no interest or no compassion, it means that he is watching us because he is curious and learning.   Does he know what will happen because it paved our destiny and knows that we are on a way to something? I don’t know, I just have questions.  If God and his disciples are making decisions about the world, then why is he making a decision when everything is set in stone? He is going to turn our destiny around in an instance because it believes it will be end of times when he knows and decides it for us. If the world is to expand and knowledge is infinite, then we are evolving.  We are always learning within ourselves and within the universe and even beyond the universe, because we do not really know whom God is. Even after you studied the Bible do you know whom God is? I don’t know the Bible much to saying anything, but anyways, I have inklings about the world and I am preaching about what I know, because to me, I see how the world works.  I won’t deny anyone or anything, because I keep everything into consideration.

Maybe God is evolution, will you even rethink that too as well, if there’s people who believe in evolution.  Evolution is in the seasons, it’s in the weather system, it’s in the core of our earth, it’s in the lands, it’s in the way we communicate with technology, it’s with what we know, and everything to do with history, math, art, design, technology, science, and etc.  There is a beginning and ending, there is a middle and there is a continous flow of things going on where things overlap and contradict each other.  Not mention the universal laws of the universe that overlap or connect to each other.  There are contradictions because we are faced with our opposites since we must understand our entire selves.

Why would you deny things because maybe you misinterpreted the Bible.  I may even go back on my words about the Big Bang Theory because maybe another genius or great scientist will shoot down the theory of physics.  Facts are not in concrete and we are always learning through and around ourselves to be stuck thinking a certain way.  Please be open-minded when you are dealing with life.  Please don’t be offended because of my words, because I am actually evolving as I write, because I don’t know everything and I will not conclude my thoughts and feelings about things because I know I don’t know everything.   I am not a Know-it-all and I am not self-righteous, because I know that I will always learn and evolve through life.  I am going to learn from everything even though I say that I am very wise, but I am confident in what I say and know because I practice what I preach and am definite that what I know needs to heard because maybe other people like me don’t have a voice.  I am not the only one with these theories.  There are people out there who think and have feelings like me, and I do not want to be “THE ONE” whom everyone goes to about the world. I am only allowing you to think with your own mind and I have valid reasons to make you think outside of yourself. 

Why we have superiority in this world is because there are levels within our lives that let us progress and evolve.  You may be at the bottom once but you are beneath someone or something greater because there are levels above you and below you.  You will never be at the top until you succeed God.  God is above everything and he knows everything or is evolving just like us because if he is to speak through us, he must speak to us in our language(s) that is why we have the Bible.  When I speak or write, I evolve because I am always learning.  There is superiority in this world because the bottom held you up.  That is why people worship or follow others because we have leaders of this world. However, if I were a leader I would not expect people to worship me because who am I to have superiority when I once was at the bottom.  You must pull people up and let them have seat in your mind, soul and heart.  What I know about life I am sharing with people because I want people to be in my place. I want others to evolve like how I have. I want others to love and care for others. I want others to have what I have, because I know sharing and spreading the love is about humanity and about the world, and if I were to have a seat in God’s place, that I would have the message of love and compassion.  You can’t have compassion when you don’t understand something, so I ask do you understand God? I do not know the Bible so I’m not going to say I understand the Bible but I’m a grown ass woman who has gone through life through thick and thin and I am intelligent enough to ask and challenge what’s in front of me because humans are a curious species.  My curiosity may not help me in the end, but I always have questions about the world because my mind wonders and is allowed to.  There is no boundary to understanding life and wanting or having desires as long as it is not harmful.   There will be opposition in everything because life is about balance. 

You balance your life every day, thriving or even surviving in this lifetime.  There is opposition because everything has a story and if you are understand Good you must not ignore the Bad.  There is Good and Bad in everything.  That’s why there is opposition to God and why he was cast down to Eternal Hell because that story showed that you should not oppose God.  But the Devil, Satan cannot be denied because when you are speaking of God, you are keeping mind of the Evil in this world.  You can’t understand Good without Evil.  That’s why we have the Ying and Yang and the law of Polarity.  If there is no evil or bad, when you have no understanding of Good…so you must understand the balance, even the gray areas, the middle parts because there is the unknown, where you don’t know anything about and have no clue about. Only God knows and if God is everything, then these things like Gays, other religions, etc. can’t be denied.  Why do we have these people and things in life then?  You can’t deny it, because you are turning your nose away from things that are obvious and being small-minded when you don’t ask or face the reality of life.  If you don’t know, then you can’t deny it because you don’t know and don’t understand.  Please if you don’t know, please understand others and the things in life because you are blocking out things that may help you understand everything.  Don’t you want to understand?

Anyways, what is reality? It’s our perception of life.  I ask this all the time.  Is all of this an illusion that isn’t really happening or that we think we are living or aren’t really living but on a level of a dimension.  Whatever dimension we are in, I ask the universe what is this and what is that?  I am not going to be oblivious and turn the other cheek and deny what I saw or know.  If you believe God, would you ask others to deny what they believe in when really what you know or believe may not be the truth as well?

Our curiosity may lead to bite the apple in Eden’s garden, but can’t you tell that we all have inkling of knowing something and that passion of learning always and evolving every day, that evolution is there to help me improve ourselves.  Heck, I took Geometry in High School in 10th grade, but there are middle school students who are taking Geometry right now.  WE are all evolving through life, and you can’t deny evolution, because maybe God is evolution.  WE may even destroy ourselves because we know too much, but what is the threshold where no man can go?

We are amazing with what and where we have taken ourselves, but there are limits to what we know, and this is why I will always have the burning question of if there is a god, but I cannot conclude.  I may not conclude until I die and maybe am denied access to heaven because I didn’t fully believe in God.  I may never know, but I am always going to ask questions about things because I may have valid reasons for being whom I am, since what and whom I am is to ask the universe what is, where is, why is this, this and that?  The most important question of all is the question “Why?”  Then I ask where am I in the place of knowing and then what am I do with what I may know. 

Anyways…I’m just thinking.. that’s all. I know that there’s balance to everything, because in everything there is good and bad.  You really want to know why I say that?  Because throughout life I noticed those two things in everything…  If you are really going to think you are going to weigh the pros and cons and if something is entirely bad, means the good out of it is that you do not do it again.  And if everything is good, means that it may be bad to not take it into consideration.  So there’s balance to everything.


Okay I’ll leave you with this and please tune in again whenever I have something to write about.

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