Actually, I’m quite busy but if I was given time to do
something I would probably try to relax.
I don’t even know how to relax, but I think these days I need to, at
least, try relaxing when it comes to things around me or the world. I don’t worry at all
anymore. All I do really is think inside of my head. I mostly, think of
funny things and positive things. I got away from worrying a long time
ago. What I say to people when it comes
to getting from point A to point B is that you shouldn’t worry because you are
getting from point A to point B already.
Worrying is just useless. It just
drives you mad, but if you are to really get something from it is that you
shouldn’t worry and that you learn from everything, even this. You can learn from just anything and
everything, I mean it, you can.
Everything that comes to mind has a moral lesson to it. If everything is to have its good and bad, it’s
going to have a lesson because if it’s good, it means it's something important to
you and if it’s bad, you learn to get away from it. The beauty is within everything because it
has its good and bad and if everything is beautiful, then the beauty in it is
that it taught you something.
Well, I can go on about the beauty of things and people, but
I should really focus on what I would do if I was given time.
Maybe if I was given time and money wasn’t an issue, I would
help the homeless. I really feel for
them, because they’re going through something horrible and even if it’s not
that, they may have chosen to live in a tent because basically they don’t need
a solid roof over their heads and just live a simple life. You can’t basically
rule out that they are just lazy bums and don’t want to do anything with their
lives. Maybe they are going through a
phase in their life, struggling and falling and hitting rock bottom because
they made a bad choice. Don’t tell me
you have never made a bad choice and got stuck, because we all do it’s just
that some people at some extent have made more horrible choices. People make mistakes all of the time, but you
can’t push them away or look at people with disgust because one day you might
end up like them, going through a horrible phase in your life.
No one is invincible.
I’m not invincible, because that day may not come and we end
up kneeling on our knees asking God (if there’s a god) what we should do, but
end up being on the streets, begging.
Life is so precious and fragile that that solid, stable life could end
in a particular time in your life.
Everyone gets into car accidents all of the time, so you could end up
with a brain injury that destabilizes your life and then have to rely on the
government or what not…but your brain is so rattled up that you can’t sustain a
life, a stable life, that you end up walking around, talking to yourself and
everyone’s thinking you’re crazy.
I do not think I’m invincible…so that’s why I pay forward,
because when I look at the homeless, I see a vision of myself being there in
their shoes.
Maybe it has something to do with emotional intelligence.
I do feel everyone’s pain and I, sometimes, get sad on the
inside when I see people begging on the streets or people suffering some kind
of pain: physical, emotional or mental.
Yeah, so that’s what I would do if I was given the
time… the homeless thing, I’ve been
volunteering a little bit here and there almost every day, and the relaxation
thing, I try, I do try. I feel I cannot
relax when it comes to relaxing but just give me the time and patience and
effort. I would give it a chance. I love
that I think within myself and is lucky to have these thoughts.
Anyways, have a good day…
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